Sunday, April 17, 2011

April Madness

this month is so crazy.
i hope i somehow survive it.
evan is done with classes but still has finals to go through.
we're hoping for excellent grades.
i've been on top of him with his studies.... i looked like my mom at her worst!
he got home with an 82% and all i could think was: not good enough!
i can be such a jerk sometimes.
he is so good, i always expect so much... and i love the 96%!! but i have to learn to celebrate any accomplishment, as small as it may seem.... it has cost him great effort.
at the end of the month he is gone for 10 days with the army :(
he is going to miss mother's day :(
and after that he'll probably be home for 2 weeks and then he'll be gone for the whole summer again.
the thought is stressing me already :(
i will also be getting my 3 remaining wisdom teeth the day before he leaves.... horrible timing :(
i don't know how i've managed to invite everyone in the world to come to my house in these next two weeks.
between playdates, visits, dinners, family home evenings, easter...etc i am on overload!!
(plus my piano classes, the kids groups, grocery shopping trips, doctors appointments, rs activities, primary activities!!!)
i tell you!!
i am going crazy by the minute!
but then, i can't say i can't wiat for this month to be over because it means that evan will be gone...
so....heaven help me :S

1 comment:

Beth-a-knee said...

good luck...you can do it. You're amazing, I don't know how you survive, what with 3 kids and Evan gone all the time. But you do...and you'll keep doing it. The good thing about busy-ness and that it goes by fast, right?