you might call it lazyness

I would usually take pictures with my phone, since it is the one thing i always have on my hand. but sometimes if i want a nicer picture i would use our camera.

but the thing is, i never put those camera pictures into our computer. so, looing thru the camera i found pictures from last summer, from my dad's visit, from carmen's baptism and from isabel's b-day...etc

my good husband put them transferred them all into the computer, so now they are all ready to share :D

and having a hubby that's OCD is so nice in things like this, because they are perfectly set in folders by month and year, and separated in special events.... nicely done, babe! :)

anyway.... to my defense, i hardly sit in the computer anymore. i mostly use my phone, so i never blog anymore.

but i will be good and share a bunch of the memories of this last half of a year in posts to come :D

Carmen is a very special girl

Carmen is so very special.

Since the day she was born, she carried with her a sense of extraordinary.

I remember the day I got sealed.
On the way to Seattle, Evan and I talked about the kids we will have and decided on some names.
Carmen will be our first girl.
Carmen means song.
She is certainly the best song.
Our sealer taught us about all the children that were anxiously waiting to come to our home.
She was first in line...
and we didn't make her wait at all!!
9 months after that day, she was born.
and it's been a blessing, an amazing blessing to have her all these 8 years.
We've been preparing for her baptism for the whole past year.
Her understanding of the gospel has developed so much.
During a family home evening i shared my testimony and I guess I used the words :" I have a strong testimony..." to what she responded. "Mom, I also want to have a strong testimony".
So we talked about the times she's felt the spirit, and all the witnesses she's had from the spirit.
She is amazing to me.
During her baptism I felt emotions I had never felt in my life!
I felt joy beyond compare!
It was the most special feeling I have ever had.
She was radiant.
As I received her after getting baptized, she said she was shivering, that she was cold, but "it's weird, cuz I feel all warm inside".
What a day!
It was amazing!
The song we sang together was amazing.
I hope it becomes a theme for her life.
It means so much for me to hear her sing it.
I feel there is no greater joy than to know you're children walk in truth
3 John 1:4
She has made me so happy... so so happy!
When we got home she got to open all the presents she received for her b-day.
She was amazed!
She said the only gift she thought she was getting was the gift of the Holy Ghost...and she got so much more, but "the Holy Ghost is still the best gift!" she said.
And she's right.
There is nothing like entering into covenants with a Heavenly Father that loves us and so wants to bless us.
I feel so blessed.
All the good things in my life have come from God.
And I know that the more I follow His commandments the more I get closer to the best gift He has for us:
to live with Him and our families together forever.

a week today

a week today my dad left :(

i was so sad i got sick....the day before he left it was like any other of the past 7 weeks:

the kids will go wake him up, he would make them breakfast, he would share of his piece of fruit of his breakfast, he would read and pray with us before driving them to school. 

then he would play with isabel, tease her, make her laugh.... they would chase each other around the house.... fill the house with some more laughs...

we would talk for hours.

deep conversations.

he would help me better understand the gospel and how to apply it in my life.

or talk about his life....his experiences.... I've learned so much from my dad.

how i wish he lived with us.

i tried really hard to convince him.

maybe someday.

after my parents go on a mission, i hope i will be in a position to sponsor them.

so we packed up and picked the kids up from school,

he said goodbye to my friends and their children... and the crying began.

we had some time with him and the kids before we had o drive him to the airport.

the kids played with him, seemingly unaware of what was about to happen. 

we prayed together once again.

at the airport we went with him as far as we could go. and i just lost control of myself.

i simply didn't want him to go.

it had been too long since i had had him around.

there had been 7 amazing weeks and i just couldn't face the end of it.

my poor kids were so sad to see him go it just broke my heart even more... 

and it broke my dad's heart too.

he asked himself what he was supposed to do without them so many times.

he will miss us.

we will miss him.

I was sad, so sad for days.

i had this emptiness that made me feel sick.

and i got sick.

being sick and sad is not a good combo.

i've had to readjust.

back to my reality.

got myself busy again.

i got to the conclusion i have to go to spain.

next summer.

don;t know how we'll do it.

but i have to go back.

3 years without building memories with your parents or grandparents....it's just simply too long.

way too long.